Exile

Nothing can cure what im feeling. Im laying restless knowing that the only person I could have talked too is the person that I just burnt bridges with. Its my fault too. I did it for the greater good of our lives but for now my heart is filled with so much sorrow. I hurt. Not for my self but for her. Ive hurt her deeply but with only good intent. So much pain rushes through my body only because she isnt happy. I care. She’ll never see it like this but I did it to better each other in life. If I wouldnt have done it itd only been to prolong the inevitable. And if I would have waited it would have only hurt worse for both us. I’m sorry but it had to happen. You will go on to achive great things but it has to be without me. I’m sorry ashley.